Today’s the day I start jabbing myself with needles in the hopes of making a baby! 😉 That sounds odd, but it’s true. I am just so relieved and excited that we are going to be able to continue with our plans and won’t have to put things off.
Everyone kept saying to me “Even if it doesn’t happen now, it will, so just don’t worry about it. Put your health first.” Yes, I knew that, but where does it say I can’t be angry and upset that it might be pushed off? No where. Even God never said we weren’t allowed to question Him or be angry. And just because I was doesn’t mean I don’t trust Him to do what is best. I do trust Him. I know He is the one who has been lining everything up for us and has gotten us to this point. But just like I can be angry or upset with my husband for being late almost everywhere we go, that doesn’t mean I don’t love or trust him anymore. Emotions are not logical. Just because someone says “Don’t worry, it will happen” doesn’t mean that you can just go “Oh, okay. I’ll turn off that emotion now.”
Anyway, back to the happiness. 😀 My appointment is at 2:30 this afternoon. I told the EP that and he is going to try to talk to Dr. C before then. He said that “Unless Dr. C throws me a curve ball, I don’t see why you can’t go forward with the egg harvest.” Also, he said he would call me this afternoon and let me know what he needs me to do as far as an x-ray or any other tests before we make our final decision on when/where.
Time to head off to work! Thanks for all the prayers!!!!