06.28.08

Day in the sun

Posted in friends, fun at 7:58 am by heartjourney

Yesterday LD and I met up at Turner Falls Park. A somewhat half-way point for the two of us. Boy did we get our exercise!!! We walked up and down a mountain (that was HARD), swam, and then walked a trail around the springs in Sulpher.

We timed our arrivals just right, pulling in within minutes of each other. We were both hungry, so we got some food from the only food stand that was open. Once we finished eating I went and changed into my bathing suit and then we started walking around/exploring. Not to long after starting we had to make a trip to the infirmary. LD had stubbed her toe on a rock and took a chunk of skin off of it. :o We decided to give her foot some time before getting into the water and headed in the direction of the caves. We were walking along the road when suddenly we were at the foot of a mountain, looking up. We looked at each other and said “We should have drove.” So we turned around and got in the car to drive to the top of the mountain. We parked the car and then started heading DOWN another side of the mountain, where the caves were supposed to be. I found the walking up and down the mountain much harder than I thought it would be. I had to stop and rest a lot, and I think I might have worried LD a little. But she was patient with me and would just sit and wait until I was ready to continue. We didn’t end up seeing any caves because we just couldn’t go on anymore.

So we decided to swim instead. We both decided to leave the clothing we had on over our bathing suits on, since there wasn’t really anyplace to put them. I was wearing capri pants and LD was wearing some shorts and a coverup shirt. It was a bit strange wearing pants in the water, but once I was fully in (it was COLD at first!), it was not a problem. The water ended up feeling great and we stayed in the water for several hours. LD kept eyeing the slide and said it looked like fun. So we decided to give it a try. LD went first and somehow ended up landing on her face! :o I went down next and ended up with water clear up my nose! :o We decided we’re too old for slides now. ;) We went back to a quieter spot where we could just sit in the water and talk. My hair got caught in my necklace, so I reached back to pull it out. And as I did electricity shot through my hand! I pulled it back and there was clearly a spot where I’d been stung! :o My entire hand felt like it was stinging and it was swelling up right before our eyes. At first I thought I’d be okay, but it just kept hurting and growing worse. So we got out of the water and went back to the infirmary. They checked to see if there was a stinger (there was not), then gave me some ice to keep on it. The ice helped some, but melted quickly. My whole hand seemed to be swollen and I couldn’t bend my finger (the one that got stung). It was painful for quite a while, but fortunately the swelling and pain HAVE gone away.

LD and I decided that the park was too dangerous for us, and we’d rather go into Sulpher for awhile. This required getting out of our wet clothes. Only problem was, the capri pants I’d worn into the water were the only pants I brought! Stupid me didn’t plan very well. We looked in the gift shop to see if there were any shorts I could buy, but there were not any. We used the dryer in the bathroom to try and dry my pants, but it was useless. Instead we worked on drying LD’s shorts (less material) and I ended up wearing those damp. Then we headed for Sulpher and stopped at a Walmart so I could buy myself some dry pants. We thought it would be hilarious to find some shorts that said “Oklahoma” on them, just to bug N (he keeps teasing LD that “Okies are gross.”), but they didn’t have any. So instead I got some new capri pants.

After we left Walmart (which took longer than it should have), we started driving toward Sulpher’s downtown area. But on the way LD pointed out the springs/creek where her family had gone last weekend and she wanted to show it to me. So we parked and started walking. We wound up walking and talking for at least an hour! We only turned around because we got to a part on the trail that was getting steep and neither of us had any desire to work that hard at walking! ;) We got back to the car and drove back to Turner Falls (we left LD’s car there). We took a quick picture then headed our separate ways.

On the way home my back started hurting. I was pretty sure it was burned. My bra was hurting, so I took it off in the car. When I got home I looked in the mirror and sure enough, I was read as a lobster! I had N put some aloe on it and this morning it looks a bit better, but it’s still hurting some. I think I’ll be doing camisoles with shelf bras for a while. ;)

I’m so glad we were able to get together. Even though we both got injured, we were laughing about it and enjoying ourselves the whole time. We talked about everything under the sun and just had a real pleasant day. I can’t wait until next weekend when she’ll be coming here! I’m looking forward to introducing her to family and friends. LD’s kids were asking her why they couldn’t come and meet me yesterday and she told them they would get to see me next week. She says they’re excited about that. I am too. I’ve heard so much about them and can’t wait to meet them myself. :)

06.26.08

Screening results

Posted in doctor's appts., friends, husband, waiting at 4:58 pm by heartjourney

I heard from Dr. C’s nurse today with the results of N’s testing. All of his FDA screening labs came back great. Even better, he is NOT a carrier of CF! :-) Which means we don’t have to worry about that, thank goodness.

However, she also said that N’s sperm count was lower than Dr. C likes to see and he’s recommending doing ICSI to increase our fertilization chances. This came as quite a surprise, as neither of us had any reason to think there would be anything “wrong” with N. She said the sperm count wasn’t LOW, just not as high as Dr. C likes… She also said that the sperm looked good (good mobility, no abnormalities, etc.), just that there weren’t as many as Dr. C would like. So now I need to do some research on ICSI!

Inch by inch we’re getting closer!!! Only 11 days to LD’s appointment! :-)

Tomorrow LD and I are meeting up in Sulpher, OK so we can spend the afternoon together. We haven’t physically seen each other since Spring Break in March! :o I can’t wait!

06.22.08

Ugh!

Posted in hormones at 8:31 pm by heartjourney

Once again I must say that unmedicated periods SUCK! :( Hopefully tomorrow will ease up a little. Working like this does not sound pleasant…

Another month gone by…

Posted in emotions, hormones, waiting at 6:20 am by heartjourney

I counted out the days since my last period and yesterday was exactly 28 days… So I started anticipating AF to arrive at any moment (starting Friday). She didn’t come and didn’t come. I knew it shouldn’t worry me, but it did a little. I mean, being off of birth control is a little worrisome. Even if we have been using condoms every time we’ve had sex. Besides, when I was on the pill I always knew exactly when I’d start. It’s a bit aggravating to not know for sure.

Last night I said to N “In theory I should be starting my period any day now. So if you want some, it will have to be right now.” ;) So we had our fun and then this morning I woke up and AF had arrived! My immediate reaction was relief and a little bit of excitement… That has worn off and now I’m ready for her to leave. ;) And it’s only been 30 minutes since I woke up!

06.17.08

Step by step…

Posted in doctor's appts., progress, waiting at 4:44 pm by heartjourney

Yesterday I made LD’s screening appointment with Dr. C for July 7th. We decided to do this without worrying about her cycle for now so that we can get started. The frustrating thing is how long it took to get this out of the nurse. She insists she talked to LD last week, but we know she didn’t. Makes me wonder who she DID talk to?!

Last night I booked her flight. She’s going to fly down here the day before, then we’ll drive back to OK together. That way we get to spend some extra time together! ;) How many days left until she gets here??? ;) :D

06.11.08

Small hiccup?

Posted in Faith, delays, doctor's appts., waiting at 4:43 pm by heartjourney

Maybe we should have had LD come in this week after all… N wants to go out of town some time in July, so I was trying to get an idea of when LD would be coming in for her testing in order to work around that. I called Dr. C’s office yesterday and left a message for his nurse. I did not get a phone call back. So I called again this afternoon. I had to leave a message again, but this time she called me not too long after that (and luckily, after my last class had left!). I explained that I needed to know what day in LD’s cycle she would have to come in for testing. She asked me when LD should be starting. I told her I wasn’t positive, but most likely June 29th or 30th. She started looking at the schedule to try and go ahead and get us on there… Unfortunately, the week LD would need to come in (apparently day 7-12 of her cycle) would be the week that Dr. C is starting a two week vacation! Ugh!

The nurse said we may just have to wait for her NEXT period. I told her we were hoping for a later September retrieval and early October transfer and asked if waiting would postpone that. She said that she would have to talk to Dr. C to find out exactly what LD is going to need done and if it would be okay to do both her screening appointment and her mock cycle in the same visit. When I told LD this she said “What? Why do I need a mock cycle, since I’ve done this before?” I didn’t have an answer for that. LD is going to try to call and talk to the nurse tomorrow and so am I. She wanted me to call back tomorrow with a better idea of LD’s cycle day 1 anyway. Hopefully we can get this all worked out so that LD can be seen in July and we will be able to stay in our desired timeframe. We shall see…

But like I told LD, even if it doesn’t happen when we want it to, it WILL happen. And if I’m going to (hopefully) be working from home after this next school year, it won’t matter if the baby is born in June or July. It will all work out the way God wants it to….

06.05.08

Feeling more positive…

Posted in doctor's appts., hope, progress, waiting at 3:45 pm by heartjourney

After my FDA screening appointment today I’m feeling much better about my ovaries… When Dr. C first walked in the room he said “I’m still a bit worried about how many eggs we might be able to get from you, but we don’t really have any reason not to proceed.” Which made me apprehensive (of course). But when he did a sonogram and looked at my ovaries he was singing a different tune. He said “Oh, that looks better. And that one looks good too. Yes, this is good.” And when we were finished and he was leaving the room he said “I’m excited.” :D Which, of course, makes ME more excited (and I was already excited). I’m so relieved that he seems to think our prospects are good (or at least better than he’d feared).

N will have his screening appointment on June 18th (he had to move it because he is now working on the day I’d set up for him). And LD will come in for her tests when she gets her next AF. She COULD go in next week (because she just started her AF on Sunday), but we decided it would probably be better to wait since I have to work next week. In July I’ll be available to go with her to the appointment and we’ll have the contract finished. So all around it will be better, even though we’re both anxious to get everything done… Though spreading it out might make it easier on the waiting aspect. If we got all the testing done now we’d have a REALLY long time to wait for the next step since we don’t want to do a transfer until the beginning of October. It’s hard to believe we might be nearly-parents this time next year! :D :D :D

06.04.08

What a mighty good man…

Posted in husband at 7:27 pm by heartjourney

I have the most wonderful husband ever. Today he revealed a surprise to me that I wasn’t supposed to know about, but kept messing up his plans by making other ones for the same weekend. He finally confessed just to get me to stop filling up my days!

Our anniversary is a week from Monday. I figured we wouldn’t be doing anything for it, since he wanted to spend Father’s Day with his dad this year (being the first one with him living in our area since N was a kid). But it turns out that was just his devious way of making sure I didn’t try to plan anything for that weekend. Only, that just covered Sunday. First I started planning a meet-half-way trip to a casino with LD on that Friday. So N emailed her and said she was messing up his plans. This morning I got an email from her saying that next week wouldn’t work for her after all and could we push it back one more week. It turned out to be a good thing for me because some coworkers are now planning a retirement party for our counselor for that day… So LD emailed N and told him what I’d told her (about the retirement party) and that’s when he finally confessed.

He has reservations for two nights at a cabin in Central Texas where we can just spend time together relaxing. No TV, no internet, just the two of us. He also has us set up to go horse back riding on Saturday (I LOVE horse back riding). Other than that, the plan is to just relax. There is a full kitchen in the cabin, so he wants to stop and get breakfast supplies and possibly some other meals. There’s a restaurant nearby that is supposed to be really good, so N wants to go there Friday night and (if it’s good) Saturday night. We’ll head back home on Sunday.

I’m SO excited! I’ve had a big silly grin on my face ever since he spilled the beans. I’m so in love with my husband…

06.02.08

Today’s update

Posted in doctor's appts., emotions, hope, progress at 5:11 pm by heartjourney

Today was the “end” of my clomid challenge. I went in this morning for my follow up blood work and sonogram. I watched as the technician measured several things on the left ovary, but didn’t notice her measuring any on the right. But maybe I just missed it. When I asked her what she was measuring she told me they were follicles and that I had definitely responded to the clomid and it looked “okay” (which meant not great, but not bad either?) and that Dr. C would compare that to my FSH results and get back to me later in the day.

I get lousy reception on my cell at work, so even though I had my phone with me all afternoon I still didn’t get the call. Instead the nurse left the results on my voice mail. She said that my FSH came back at 8.4, which was “okay” (there was that word again!). Dr. C said he felt he could stimulate me to get 6-8 eggs (I’ve heard of people getting in the 20s before, so I guess this is where the “okay” comes into play?). Our next step will be to get both N and myself through the FDA screening process which includes a physical, blood work (including STD testing), and a questionnaire (I think this is the psych portion). N will also have to get his “guys” frozen within 7 days of testing.

After listening to the message 3 times (she said her phone number too fast!) I called back and got us signed up for our screening appointments. I’ll be going this Thursday to do all of mine and N will go next Thursday. I asked when LD would need to come in and she asked about our contract and then said she’d have to talk to Dr. C and find out but would let me know on Thursday.

So that’s the latest. I’m a bit disappointed that my ovaries are just “okay.” I’m an overachiever, what can I say. But as LD reminded me, it just takes one.

I’m not overly excited or nervous at the moment. I’m actually pretty calm. What interests me the most is how much the people around me are getting excited. LD (which is to be expected), my mom (which is great considering how it seemed she felt before), N, friends, coworkers, etc… It’s so encouraging knowing that so many people are rooting for us. I know how much other people’s prayers have gotten me through all of my surgeries. I am confident that the same will hold true in this situation. And I’m SO grateful!